I live by a belief that if you don't live life fully: both the pleasurable and painful moments, you may as well not live at all. A life without passion and drama is no life at all.
And sometimes I feel like Christians like to use God as an anaesthetic (which he obviously isn't) and encourage others to live under similar policies...
...and that is no life for me.
So I wonder what's the point? What (not to sound so selfish) do I gain out of it? Is it even worth it?
I guess this is the time where God can work his miracles...or not.
